Friday, May 11, 2007

unhappy days...

OK making this short not like anyone reads this damn thing anyways..... It has been hell here in Cali for the past month or so. The only good thing is my parents came out to visit. I work to much to get anything else done when in the shop I am so tired I really done make anything worth a crap. (well worth anything to me) Need to go big to get the stress out but just don't have the energy. Most of the time wishing I could move back home to Florida to help parents and brother get stuff done, start my own biss. Things like that!! I has started to really dawn on my how moronic people around me are and just makes me mad. Working 90 to 100 hours a week just puts you in this kind of mood. Well hopefully I can get over to the shop this weekend to pick up the crap from last weekend that I made and yes I mean crap. I can not even remember what I made I was such in a daze when I made it. But getting into the shop is hard so when I get in and can barely function I still go just don't do what I always want to do. Sometime working hard just does not pay. I don't own a car .....I somewhat own a house......and that is about all i have to show for the past 7 years???? Tell me that does not suck. But hopefully this is just a funk and it will past and I can jam out some work and in August maybe get some time off. We will see I guess. Till then Gravity is your Friend and if it does not look on the end of a pipe I beat it still is....